This is what I am meant to do…

I remember a time when I truly knew nursing was my calling. It happened while I was still in school. I knew I had made the right decision, to go back to school and become an LPN. As a mother, it was very hard to leave my children at a young age without feeling guilty. But, I followed my heart and my preschool drawing of what I wanted to be when I grew up….a nurse lol.

I am not allowed to share much, due to confidentiality, but I can share some things. I was called out of class by my teacher and the first aid instructor/firefighter/paramedic (yes he is them all)…at first I was scared, thinking I was in trouble..haha…

It turned out a girl in another class was not doing well, and they wanted to someone to help out. I stayed with her for an hour, I was able to help her out medically and emotionally. She confided in me and together we were able to figure out a cause and plan. I was commended by my instructors and the paramedic. He is even going to write a letter for me for my portfolio, as he was impressed. When I left for the day, I almost cried. It was my first one on one (no clinical instructors or other nurses) to use my nursing skills. And I was trusted to do it. I helped someone. I made a difference. This is what I am meant to do. I will be a great nurse. I can improve a situation for someone. I can be a mentor, I can listen, and I can be trusted.

What made you take your program? Is it your passion as well?

I love sitting back and reflecting on WHY I am doing this. I love thinking about each moment that has shaped me into the person/nurse I am today. Each little bit has made me stronger.

Self-reflecting is a huge part of nursing. It strengthens your abilities but also makes you see areas needing work. Take the time to do this every so often, believe me it’s almost a stress release and ego-booster all in one.